Lee - Your sketch is still in the making. I only say that because I feel it sucks so hardcore that I've been afraid to post it. I'm sorry for letting you down, I haven't forgotten, I just don't like what I've made. I stay away from devart because it reminds me of how unworthy I am to be here...

I'm really in a bad slump. I am realizing my faults and working on correcting them.

I am sincerely sorry to anyone I have given the wrong impression to or to which I have misrepresented myself. I hope I can show everyone who I really am soon.

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I'm glad I have wonderful, loving friends that can look at me and tell the truth. There's no "I really can't stand Dani" behind my back, because these are good people that care and don't play mindgames. They at least tell me that they can't stand me to my face. They're adults. They can handle honesty.

Why would anyone pretend to be one way to your face and completely disregard your feelings behind your back? How am I supposed to respond to such treatment? I feel like I put my faith in something just to have it ripped away. I really try to give people a chance, no matter what my first impression may be... I find myself disappointed for the first time in a long time.

Not that my opinion matters anyway, since I'm such a lowlife, right? The recent actions of a certain person have hurt. For this reason alone I would like to remove said person from my life. I don't need any more downers in my life. I'm sorry I did not contact you, I figured it would be awkward. I hope I can come across as amicable. I am disappointed and am acting as I feel is most appropriate.

I sincerely apologize if this judgment is ungrounded, but I believe my instincts are correct. If they turn out to be wrong, I will be the first to admit it, you have my word. I don't take these kinds of things lightly.


Also, I am not involved in whatever war is raging so please don't associate me with it. I am acting on my own, without the involvement of anyone else. I choose peace. I also choose truthful, loving people.

Where do you stand?